Grey


20181011_085934
Grey

Certainly not what I expected
when I looked anxiously to today
Distractions and detours
Delay after delay
Nothing like I had envisioned
No how.  No way.
A reluctant change of course
Navigating the grey

A wall of grey uncertainty
between you and your goal
A hard place, and a rock
w
hen you’re ready to roll
An unexpected wait
A mirage of elusive control
Asking such a small price
Just patience for your toll

Inside the grey uncertainty
t
ime stands painfully still
Between situation and explanation
Just be calm.  Just remain chill.
Between exasperation and exhaustion
Exhale, slowly, and swallow the pill
In the grey of the uncertainty
c
ome what may, inevitably will


Definitely not what I wanted
when I looked forward to tonight
Dissention and distance
Wrong versus right
Nothing like I had envisioned
On my mind. Out of sight.
The tone of grey reaction
Neither black nor white

Toiling in the grey unknown
of a lost night out
In the variable and the vague
is the unseen and the doubt
A question is the answer
When silence is a shout
Look to the big picture
Just relax, and wait it out

Inside the grey unknown
b
eing oblivious can be a roll of the dice
Between interpretation and explanation

Just be understanding. Just be nice.
Between selfish and self-preservation
Do not make the same mistake twice

In the grey of the unknown
u
npaid attention has no actual price


Trapped, within the nowhere near

of where I want my thoughts to be
Distracted and dismayed
My time feels far from free
Nothing like I had envisioned
Awaiting words. A wait and see.
The quiet of the gray
Speaks volumes to me

Staring into the grey silence
of a blank refreshed screen
Checking in after every chapter
like a procrastinating teen
Those certain expectations
The how it’s always been
Confined inside your cellular
Just swipe the slate clean

Inside that grey silence
unrealistic standards are the cage
So make the necessary adjustments
Just turn it off.  Just act your age.
Leave the drama for the characters
Leave the scenes for some stage
In the grey of the silence
you can always
turn the page


Convinced that I am ever-evolving,
I look optimistically ahead
Detraction and reaction
Saying the unsaid
As far, and as much, as I can envision
Also, and more so.  Instead of instead
Negotiating the grey
Whenever I am seeing red

Coping within the grey areas
of our everyday race
With road blocks personified
An invasion of personal space
A barrage of harsh mentality
The reality of commonplace
The simplest of solutions
Just choose dignity, and grace

In the grey of the grey areas
doom and gloom are never much fun
Between frustration and explanation
Just be positive. Be the stronger one.
Between excuses and excusing
You know what needs to be done
Even in the greyest of the grey
rose-coloured glasses will let in the sun

20181018_141247

Advertisements

Consideration

Gary's screen shot

Consideration

Careful consideration
Before you speak
Think about your words
before they leak

Words often wound
when they are darts
Pointed opinions
from cold hearts
Consideration matters
Whenever you speak
Sarcasm. Negativity.
Symptoms of the weak

A cliché is a cliché
from overuse
Often just a sad,
lame excuse
Little consideration
in what you say
Languid. Thoughtless
 The lazy way

Careful consideration
Reason before the rhyme
Consider it considerate
to take the time

 

 Careful consideration
Ideally face to face
In real time
at the same place

On the same level
With due respect
The least to ask
Everything to expect
Being considerate
by not talking down
No pedestal. No pretense.
 No shiny crown

Talking voice to voice
The clearest way
On the same level
the same day
Consider a text
as the last resort
Muted. Misunderstood.
Misguided retort

Careful consideration
Ridiculous nor sublime
Consider it considerate
to take the time

 

Nemesis

blocked path

Nemesis


There is so much to look forward to…

I’ve got my whole life ahead of me
A new arrival that I can’t delay
Give me one foot in front of the other
and I will be on my way.

The unexpected stalls me now …

Sudden news blocks my path
A detour to well-made plans
Steady these legs to hold me
and free up my hands.

Can’t wait to just relax and breathe…

Helpless to control the forecast
Doing my best to find the sun
To soak in an entire day
and plan the next one.

Reel in whatever comes my way…

To push off from the dock
Coast along with the wind’s pace
Cast my line on to a rocky ledge
and enjoy this perfect place.

Find the energy to get back to work…

Put the final touches on our home
  Paint this room and finish the floor
Complete this life’s next steps
and prepare for one more.

Time and patience will get me there…

We’ve got a whole life ahead of us
Like we planned if I have my say
Just one foot in front of the other
and we’ll be on our way.

We will all walk hand in hand in hand…
and live
and laugh
and play.

IMG_0509

 

Simplicity

Inevitable
Simplicity

When I break it all down
and one plus one
equals two
When I simplify
the simplicities
of me and you
The commonalities
are love
and respect
Nothing more to say
nothing less
to expect

When we have our time
and have more days
to grow
When we solidify
the solidities 
of what we know
The true realities
 are love
and respect
Everything we want
and as much
as we expect

Love
and respect
Simple
and solid

%d bloggers like this: